[The words untold] The darkest night

Have you ever thought how is the night without a star, or moon
A long dark night, with a cold wind 
Without the pouring rain
It is just cold, in the very dark of the night
And the wind blowing
You feel empty, but you feel relaxed because no one can see your true face
The true face you hide when the day comes
The true face portrays your feeling
The feeling of loneliness
The loneliness that you enjoy for some moments but at the same time you immensely hate it

You wan to escape, but you do not know how
You want to end those miserable feeling, you want to quit from this empty darkness
But
You do not know, how

No one reach you
No one care about you, or they might do not know that you are screaming out of your lung